Things that I feel I need to say....

just wanted to thank those of you that asked how I was doing today..sent ecards and were just there to listen when i needed a ear. Its always a tough day on me..but I'm doing ok really.

I miss him terribly but I know he knows that I loved him and my mom with all my heart! I was very lucky to have them as long as I did. And I can say that I was really close to both of them and have alot of great memories! So I take that with me in my heart everyday. I admit I touched my rings around my neck quite a bit today. But I always do that when something reminds me of them. It's like I carry a piece of them with me everyday.

I know most of you know that yesterday I got a new job. I am so happy about that, and I know my parents would be happy too. It pays a slight more.. not a lot but a little is something anyway. And its several miles closer..which will help with the stupid gas prices! And most importantly I don't have to worry about being laid off now. So I am going to be in training for about 2 months. Learning about Insurance! Since I'll be working in the claims department.




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All your friendships mean so much to me!

Mothers day..

Well this day is always hard on me. I try to think of all the good times I had with my mom. But I have to admit it hurts to hear all my friends talk about what they are going to do with theirs. I guess you can say I'm jealous.. cause I feel I was jipped with losing my mom so fast and so soon in my life. Yes I know some have lost their parents even younger. But it still doesn't make it easier on me.

Just for Daph

I didn't even realize I had a account here. So now I have two! LOL But I will be using this one. Cause its my screenname at all the DD boards and I'll remember it better! LOL yes old age doesn't that too you!

well I really don't have alot to say. There hasn't been a whole lot going on. Just the overtime... I did 25 hours of overtime last week. And I did a hour and 15min this morning. I'm not going to do as much this week...as my friends (the Kevlas) are going to be here Saturday to go the Fresno Grizzlies game that night. So I don't want to be exhausted like I was this past week.

I have been addicted to Reality tv again this season..watching AR, Survivor and America's Top Model. I have to say I think that this Survivor season is the best one in ALONG time!! I want the old man to win..can't spell his name though! LOL I'm looking forward to Big Brother again too! Its always fun to watch.

Well I think thats about all for today! LOL I told you I didn't have much to say!

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hi all!

just wanted to start here...cause of john! LOL